Ich kann nicht schlafen, möchte lieber im Meer schwimmen.

J.Jones

THE BELLE BRIGADE - LOSERS

"There will always be someone better than you
Even if you're the best
So let's stop the competition now
Or we will both be losers

And I'm ashamed I ever tried to be higher than the rest
But brother I am not alone
We've all tried to be on top of the world somehow
'Cause we have all been losers

I don't wanna be laid down
No I don't wanna die knowing
That I spent so much time when I was young
Just trying to be the winner

So I wanna make it clear now
I wanna make it known
That I don't care about any of that shit no more

Don't care about being a winner
Or being smooth with women
Or going out on Fridays
Being the life of parties
No, no more, no

There will always be someone worse than you
Sister don't let it get to your head
'Cause you won't be on top of the world so long
In constant competition

This ain't about no one in particular
But I could list a few
I'm removing myself from the queue

Don't care about being a winner
Or being smooth with women
Or going out on Fridays
Being the life of parties
Don't care about being harder
Or being Daddy's favorite
Or if you think I'm a mimic
Or if I am a loser

Don't care about being a winner
Or being smooth with women
Or going out on Fridays
Being the life of parties
Don't care about being harder
Or being Daddy's favorite
Or if you think I'm a mimic
Or if I am a loser

No, no more
No more
No more
No more
No more
No more"



Jenna Jones.

Ich sitze gerade so ein bisschen verwirrt herum und wärend ich meine Freundin tröste, versuche ich mich selbst ein wenig besser zu verstehen.
Ich muss stets an sein Lachen denken und mag ihn doch eigentlich gar nicht. Abgesehen davon, dass er mich nicht beachtet und ich nichts mit ihm zu tun habe.
Gott, wie ich mich anhöre!
Ich blicke hinüber zum Fenster meiner Nachbarn und beobachte den Mann der dort steht. Man macht soetwas nicht, aber es ist eine zu große Verlockung, dieses Fenster, direkt meinem gegenüber.

Ich sage mir einfach: "Alles wird gut" und glaube mal daran.



Der Song begleitet mich. :)

Jenna Jones.